The Scars Still Remain

My ex-husband’s porn addiction started in his early teens and by time we were married he was incapable of true intimacy.

He often told me that sex was for men, and used me to simply play out his porn fantasies where I was just a sex toy and my personal well being in the situation was never considered.

It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I had been sexually abused and assaulted as I felt like this abuse didn’t count because I was married.

The porn addiction and sexual abuse have left scars that will always be with me.